Developing your Musical Self
Have you ever wondered what makes a career in music – what takes it from a hobby to a professional career. We consider this often confusing question!
Amateur vs Professional
I am always staggered to hear people use the term ‘amateur’ and feel it should mean ‘not good enough’. Some of the greatest musicians would likely define themselves this way, so what does it actually mean? Well for many it likely means whether you can solely earn a living from music or not. For nearly ALL musicians, we battle so often with Imposter Syndrome, a constant barrage of self-doubt and questions such as “Will I ever be good enough?”. However, it is likely this inherent drive for ‘perfection’ that requires a musician to put in the supposed 10,000 hours plus, to reach that elusive Professional Status. Perhaps what we really mean is someone who can simply define themselves wholeheartedly as a musician – someone who gets enjoyment, enrichment, fulfilment and life-long satisfaction from the elusive pursuit of achieving the impossible ‘perfect’ moment.
Music is so intrinsic in all aspects of our lives that I think in some ways we become blind to the fact that music can, in its humblest forms, be for the masses, indeed was intended as such, a way for people to come together and communicate through an oral tradition, a shared ‘lived’ experience that would transcend our often mundane existence…. in many ways all of us are amateur musicians, whether we believe it in ourselves or not…..and perhaps that is what makes us move towards elevating it in our own minds, as something more than just for the elite few….
What is music – does it really matter?
One could also be tempted to define music in only one way, or to suggest that the aristocracy and elite in society were the only ones to benefit from, or at least in times gone by, the ones lucky enough to be able to afford the opportunity to hear it. We are in someways fortunate and other ways not – music is now so ubiquitous that we can consume really any form of music, at any time. However does that, or indeed has that, already meant we now undervalue it?
Having come from a non-musician family, it was always strange to me how much music shaped my whole life, even from the age of 5, taking place in my first school performance. One thing is for certain, whatever our background, our experiences, our biases…. music is a part of every day life!
“Music gives a soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination and life to everything.” ― Plato